This article stumped me for a couple of weeks. I knew I was supposed to write about life-energy and how it manifests on Earth, but I had only a vague idea of how to go about it… until yesterday.
In recent years I’ve become more and more aware of how life-energy works:
- It inspires creative minds to compose a soul-stirring song or to invent a world-changing technology or to cook up a delicious meal or to write a meaningful book…
- It flows through spiritual healers and energy healers to cure suffering people in ways that sometimes seem miraculous…
- It fills the minds of gifted psychics with ideas and impressions… and powers ITC systems so that information can stream into our world through our TVs, radios, telephones, and computers.
I’ve slowly been getting a sense of how life-energy gets modified or transduced as it passes out-beyond from the source, through various entities, as it moves toward the Earth and the physical universes, where it can manifest in many ways.
Yes, even though I’ve become increasingly aware of all that, I couldn’t see the complete picture. It just seemed impossibly complex. How does the life-energy actually work and how does it feel as it enters our body (or passes through us) from finer realms? Impossible to comprehend…
… until yesterday afternoon, when I was lying down to relax for a while.
In a matter of moments my mind started wandering randomly through my life, like a Powerpoint slide show. I saw (or “relived” might be more fitting) a dozen or more of my friendships or relationships while growing up. But for the first time in my life, every one of those relationships was totally immersed in love. There were none of the little dark twinges that I typically feel when looking back over my life… shards of shame here, barbed roots of regret there… a festering splinter of guilt… a rusty screw of resentment. Not so much as a trace of troubled thoughts oozed up from Earth’s shadow. For about a half-hour, my entire life was pure, unblemished love.
It wasn’t just a generic love that was the same in each situation. No, each situation had its own version or flavor or personality of love. They were all unique, like different places in paradise or a delicious variety of fruit in a tropical buffet.
But here’s the most amazing thing:
Each love situation felt both totally new to me and at the same time intimately familiar. I have no conscious memories of having experienced any of those intensely loving situations in my life, but at the same time I know they were always there.
It’s as though a strand or stream of pure love has been following me silently throughout my life, but it was always behind the scenes—tucked away somewhere in my unconscious or subconscious mind.
Or stated another way, maybe there have always been two or more versions of me experiencing the same events in my life at the same time with some the same people (or souls) doing the same things in each parallel lifetime. These concurrent lifetimes flow side-by-side in different dimensions. While this “Earth-me” is on an emotional rollercoaster ride between light and shadow, there’s another version of me in a parallel world that’s totally immersed in the light… probably at level 3 or level 4. Even if that paradise life is hidden from my view most of the time, as of yesterday I’m confident that it’s there. The Earth-me and the paradise-me are leading parallel lives.
And I suspect we all—all of us on Earth— have that lovestream going on in our lives behind the scenes. We each have a paradise-self immersed in the light (again, probably at level 3 or level 4). And getting an occasional glimpse of it can be a moving, inspirational, and healing experience.
I think it’s probably how we on Earth experience life-energy from finer realms in those rare moments of blissful inspiration. It’s a healing moment… and maybe those healing moments don’t have to be so rare.
There are time-proven techniques to go about healing the emotional cuts and bruises that we’ve collected over a lifetime, and there are practitioners who can help us get started.
And that’ll be the subject of my next article in the series: Energy healing, or spiritual healing.
Note: I crossed out the closing thought (below) about trying to heal past relationships while meditating because it became apparent that dwelling in the past can have negative repercussions…
My aim now is to set aside a little time each day to relax and relive experiences throughout my lifetime, and to try to see each situation through the lens of pure, unblemished love. To see if I can invite that lovestream back into my life everyday… the way it happened spontaneously yesterday. If I can do it, I think it could be a profoundly healing time. After all, that higher form of love might be at the core of energy healing.
Love this post Mark. For myself I can only say, “Some days are better than others (more loving)”.
Me too, Samantha. Shadow influences have always waxed and waned in my life from day to day, but I have a feeling that these daily meditative or contemplative moments, reflecting lightly on my life, might slowly lift my spirit out of the shadows altogether. That’s the aim anyway… we’ll see….
Thank you Mark. This is an inspirational writing and it helps me out.
Surely, there is much more to our multidimensional soul journey than slogging through the detritus and suffering which is all too abundant on this particular Earth plane.
I have been contemplating our multidimensional lifestyle a lot in the past 4 weeks.
I have not yet reached the felt sense of love in all quarters of my life, but I know in my thinking that love is all things. I state this about love, even as world events have historically been filled with wars, pestilence, greed, suffering, and the requisite fear that drives these plot lines. These savage aspects of Earth living have clouded my thinking.
Getting to the non-thinking state of pure experiential awareness will help me, as it has helped you.
A few days ago a hummingbird flew up to me and hovered inches from my heart. I take that event as a good omen since I had to be very still in order for this fine energy to approach me.
Hi John, your comment is like a mirror image of the thoughts that were spinning through my mind in the last couple of weeks… except the hummingbird incident, of course.
That hummingbird must have sensed you’d be surprised and delighted by its presence… not freaked out and trying to swat it away as though it were something predatory like a horsefly or a hornet. I think either reaction would be considered a “normal human” reaction here on Earth. Thanks to the planet’s parasitic nature and its spiritual shadow, humans and animals are all a little wary of each other. Regina and I like to walk around the lake across the street, where geese have taken up nesting. They’ve gradually developed a sort of uneasy trust of all the humans hanging out at the lake. If kids start throwing things in the lake, one goose will sometimes raise its head high and start honking a warning. When a human couple walks a little to close to a goose couple grazing on the alfalfa, one of the geese might hiss and bark softly (yes, geese apparently hiss and bark sometimes 🙂 ).
Your hummingbird experience and our geese experiences seem to sum up the quandary of a lifetime on Earth… finding that place of inner peace amid the drama… or lifting oneself out of the shadow… or finding peace and joy in nature as it is. I think it might all trace back to that pure, unobstructed love that’s inherent in the life-energy.
It’s like entering a bubble of bliss whilst reading this article and comments. I love the description of the shards of shame and I feel this very often about past events, things I’ve said and done and then I try to console myself by saying that because I’m aware and pray for forgiveness, send love it will somehow be deleted and make it alright which then leads to more shame that I could be so contriving at which point I disconnect the thought process because it just creates more negativity.
Lately, I’ve been thinking who am I talking to when I try to keep myself in check. It feels like two entities and I’ve found it odd although I know it’s something most humans do. It could be that the more aware of my ego the more I’ve noticed this which is the psychological explanation but I’ve also been thinking too that, as I once said before, we flicker into different dimensions experiencing other versions of ourselves. Reading this article is very much my experiences lately and hard to believe but when John mentions the wonderful experience with the hummingbird it is similar with experiences I’ve been having in my garden and one recent incident in the forest with a crow where the birds have been getting very much closer than normal.
Wonderful article and really appreciate you sharing your experience you had and the comments.
I’d never thought about it, but your description explains exactly how it feels when I often dialog with myself, like two different people debating about bad habits, feelings of shame or resentment….
That’s why that experience I had while writing the article was kind of life-changing, just me and the source with it’s pure love and life-energy. None of the little dark feelings that stir up inner debate. If I can get a handle on that experience and make it a regular practice, I may need to write an article about it.
Thanks for your insights,
I can imagine the experience you had is life-changing because it’s the sort of euphoric feeling that happens as small glimmerings, twinges in life, it’s not the same as other feelings of love and joy which are nevertheless a wonderful state of being, the feeling you describe supersedes that.
Thank you for this interesting article .
Over many years I have learned about energy and the human body through different scientists publications, their research, the Quantum Physics etc.. I began my journey through ITC …then in recent years I learned through Gaia’s research on the Heart/Mind conexion… Then Gregg Braden when he said that “Feeling is the Prayer”. In the process I learned about Dr.Joe Dispenza and found that his method is truly amazing. He discovered a way to heal the physical body by raising energy while in the blackness of the mind and by pushing our consciousness thru a field of possibilities to create a future vision of what we want for ourselves. It seems like through meditation the mind could change the future vision into a present experience. His methodology uses the Heart/Mind concept too. He raises the energy through the love emotion in the heart (heart breathing) that pushes consciousness to a happy experience which it is received by the brain as a signal to regenerate the body into perfect health. We have heard many times that happy thoughts comedy or by smiling we can heal somehow…well itis true. Dr Joe studied the brain waves process in conexión to the feeling energy generated during meditations and developed a methodology that lead to people getting self healed from terminal illnesses and all kinds of diseases. People get totally heal from cancer,MS, brain tumors and from any disease during Dr.Joe’s seminars, people heal suddenly like a miracle… Practicing mindfullness meditation for sometime had allow me to experience that it works just as Dr.Joe teaches it and helped me to resolve some body symptoms without medication. I am using this mindfull method as medicine now. Recently I also encountered the teachings of Matias De Estefano, an Índigo child from Argentina, who says that we evolve in duality which leads us to keep us moving to find energetic balance. The Grigori Grobovoi a Russian Scientist teaches about how we are a geometry design and how we can use the energy of numbers to heal. It is interesting how different modalities, theories and different and unrelated research usually relates to the same concept of oneness and energy conexion produce by the Heart/feeling + Brain/thought = healing…the perfect formula. Seems that we unknowingly tend to connect into the process, as if we are being guided towards balance by an unknown force (God?). Science itself seems like an expansion of a collective consciousness seeking that balance.Today I can only feel gratitude for science but mostly for that energy conexion we dont see but we can feel and for being able to acknowledge it as real…as I began recognizing this energy conexion I feel I am also moving up to expansion of consciousness and at the same time also changing the physical aspect of my experience on earth… in Grigori Grabovoi’s terms we could affirm that anything is possible . Blessings! 💚
Myrna, amazing comment.
Thanks so much 😊
Yes indeed, thank you Myrna…helpful words and information.